I think God keeps bringing me back to the same issues… letting Him reign.
I don’t have a lot of words to say what I am processing in my heart, but my heart has so much inside. Sorry for the lack of words. I was in church yesterday and our worship leader Scott said something that blew me out of the water… I think it wrapped up my thoughts of last week, will I still love Him if He choose to take away the things I hold dear… He said
“you either believe God is God or you don’t. If you are going to allow Him to be God in the easy things you have to allow Him to be God in the big things.” I was allowing Him to be God. Sure it is easy to let Him be God and give Him glory when He is good, but it is tough to even see Him when I am sitting in the Hospital staring at my Grandfather, and wondering if he will live. It is so easy to praise God when things are going my way, but we are called to more than that… He wants ALL of us…even when it gets tough! We live in a society that is focused on what we can get out of things; God calls us to live a life that gives Him glory for the good and the bad. If I truly believe He is God than why do I question? It is time to step up and praise Him for the God that He is. He deserves more than we give. He is our creator, God, King He is worthy of our praise!!!
I believe there is freedom when we allow Him to be God all the time.
