I am finding that just when you think you know someone’s story, you find there is still a deeper story. They are private people and I think it is hard to trust. They find it nice that you would desire to listen to their hearts but they don’t let you all the way in. I am so glad that I am not here for just a short trip. Building deep relationships are vital here. It takes time and I am willing to give that! I feel God’s heart for the people here. You can’t imagine the pain and torture that is a part of these little ones lives everyday. Sometimes I feel so overwhelmed. Child abuse, rape, beatings, malnutrition, it seems to never stop and I feel I can do nothing. It feels helpless but when I hold them and listening to them, it is allowing them to open up even if it takes a long time. And I am believing that God will bring healing and restoration to them at a deep level.
Please pray for the hearts of these young ones, it hurts but I would rather be here than anywhere. I am grateful that God has allowed me to come alongside Him! I must go for now but I love you all and hey a praise… Anne got her plan ticket and will be here Wednesday!!!